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Thursday, April 2, 2026

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The One that Chose

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He came home after two years in the army. The door was already open.

She stood there—eight months pregnant—hands resting on her stomach like she was holding something in place. Not protecting it. Containing it.


He didn’t hug her. Didn’t ask how she was. Didn’t ask about the child. She didn’t expect him to be happy. He wasn’t.

“How?” he asked that night. No preamble. No softness. Just the word.

She folded in on herself. “I didn’t do anything wrong…” Her voice shook—not with guilt. With exhaustion.

He stepped closer. His shadow swallowed her. “Then whose child is this?”

She hesitated. Her eyes flickered past him. To the corner of the room. As if something was standing there. Listening.

“The devil’s,” she whispered.


He smiled. Not because it was absurd. Because it was easier than believing anything else.

That night, he almost hit her. His hand rose. Hung in the air. She didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. Didn’t even blink. Just watched him. Calm. Waiting.

That’s what stopped him. Not love. Not restraint. Something colder.

He turned away. Slept on the couch. That’s when the nights began.

Every night, she woke up screaming. Not loud. Not chaotic. Deep. Like something inside her was learning how to use her voice. He stood at the bedroom door. Never entering.

  • “It’s stretching,” she whispered one night. Fingers digging into her stomach. “It doesn’t fit anymore.”

  • Another— “It knows when you are near.”

He stopped responding. Stopped asking. Stopped listening. Eventually—he stopped hearing her.

And then—one night—the screaming stopped.

Morning came. She was in the kitchen. Calm. Smiling. Cooking. 

He stared at her. Then at her stomach. Flat. Not just smaller. Gone. His voice came out hollow. “The baby… where is it?”

She turned slowly. Already smiling. “It spoke to me, Last night.” she said. His skin tightened. “It said it liked you more.”

His breath caught. “So it moved.”

“No,” he said immediately. Too fast. Too loud. She didn’t react. “It moved,” she repeated. “While you were asleep.”

Something shifted inside him. He froze. A dry, cracked sound. Like something breaking open.

And then—he felt it.

Not in his stomach. Deeper. Behind the ribs. Something uncoiling. Not pushing outward. Settling in. He slipped. Hands gripping the counter. Mouth open—but nothing came out.

Because something moved again. Slow. Deliberate. And then—pressed back. As if testing the space. As if measuring him.



That night, he sat on the couch. Body rigid. Breath shallow. He could feel it now. Not just movement. Weight. Warmth. Awareness.

Across the room—she watched him. Not afraid. Not anymore. Relieved. Because it wasn’t inside her. And now—it didn’t need her.

He pressed a hand to his chest. Something inside shifted again—higher this time. Closer. Toward his throat. His breath hitched.

And for a moment—he felt something brush against the back of his teeth. From the inside.

His eyes widened. Across the room—she smiled.

Because some things don’t need to be born. They just need to be carried. And some things—don’t choose the weakest. They choose the one who will deny them until they’re strong enough to speak.


That night, as she finally slept in silence—he woke up screaming. 


Wednesday, January 10, 2024

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Wild dreams

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It is always a dream to own a house. Recently, I purchased a house. The house was in a way perfect. It has couple of trees - Guava, Coconut, Mango. It has lots of empty area in the front, back and right side (when you are facing it). The house is situated few meters above the normal ground level.

Now coming to the mysterious part of the entire property.... The environment in the open-area on the right side is as if it is in a different planet/ zone. It snows in that area. Earlier, some people used to come and play/ enjoy the snow. 

As the days passed, one of my relatives visited us in the weekend. He wanted his wife and kids to stay sometime with us as he was traveling on work. While he is speaking to me, his wife was very fascinated with the snow and was playing with the kids there. Just then I noticed something weird. The guavas started growing bigger every 10 seconds. The growth is not significant but in a matter of a minute or so, anyone could have noticed the change in the size.

I woke up as I felt thirsty. It was a weird and wild dream.

Thursday, December 21, 2023

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Adult Life

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It's one of those rainy days. Watching the rain, I was enjoying my evening tea. A friend messaged me that my ex got married 2 days ago. My immediate thought was “No way. How can she marry within a year after our breakup? She was not ready for marriage when I asked for it.”

Before we broke up, our relationship was growing toxic. She started behaving crazily (not in a good way) and that’s when I broke up with her. Followed the ritual of Gen X — unfollowing on social media, deleting the number etc., blocking her on all the social media, which means there were no updates about her. Unfortunately, my memory screwed me this time. I still remembered her number, so I checked out her WhatsApp DP.

There she was, very much married, looking effortlessly gorgeous as ever. Actually, she is more beautiful than the time when we were together. Red-colored lehenga, decked up in jewelry and caked in makeup with shades of cyan (more towards blue notes) above her eyes and scarlet blush on her cheeks and vermillion lips.



I have to be honest here. I have a little too much time these days. Seeing her in that dress, something inside me moved that I could smell a faint burning odour within myself. So, keeping my egos aside, I decided to call her, but who calls their ex randomly after a year? So, I texted her 2-days after her wedding.

Me: Hey S! Just heard the news. Congratulations. So happy for you (I wasn't happy even a bit)

S: Hey V. Thank you. It means a lot coming from you.

Me: Hope you’re doing well.

S: Yes. Having the time of my life.

Me: (Well. Fuck my mind) Damn! I thought you were done with relationships after me and also, you were never interested in marriage stuff. This is quite a surprise.

S: Yeah… well… I found him.

Me: This is cheating. Anyway, good for you. How’s he?

S: Sleeping. He sleeps at 9.

Me: Even on honeymoon?

S: God! No! We couldn't travel due to some rituals and conditions that both our families had.

Me: Oh! Lemme guess. Do you still sleep at 4 AM?

S: Well… you know me very well.

(after an awkward silence for a few minutes)

Me: Do you still miss me?

S: What?

Me: You heard it right. Do you still miss me?

S: I’m married, V.

Me: That’s not an answer to my question.

(Silence)

She went offline. Shit. I shouldn’t have texted that. I locked my phone and kept it away.

The next night, again at around 1 AM, I received her text.

S: Hi V!

Me: Hey S.

S: What did you mean yesterday?

Me: Your husband is asleep?

S: What? Yes. BTW, what did you mean yesterday?

Me: I just asked… if you still missed me?

S: After everything that you..... After everything that we…

Me: We never said goodbye.

S: Well… I’m married now, so… goodbye.

I waited for a few minutes.

Me: You’re still online.

S: Maybe I’ve other exes to talk to.

Me: If you weren’t married. Would you have missed me?

S: I missed you every day for a year. It was too painful.

Me: Do you like your husband? It's an arranged marriage, right?

S: He is… sweet.

Me: But do you like him. Like the way I used to like you?

S:

Me: Like I still do.

The uncomfortable silence found its way again.

It was goodbye then. An ugly one. But then I got this text the next day—

S: You wanna meet?

We met.

She had those bangles on. And henna all across her hands. And sindoor. God! She was gorgeous.

We spoke about old times. We laughed. Laughed a lot. Had our favourite coffee. Cracked some old jokes.

The lost love, the spark found its way back.

I had been on a few dates after her, but no one came close to the allure she exuded. God! I had missed her.

But then I saw the ring on her finger. The shine made me come back to my senses.

As we walked to our respective vehicles, she held my hands, wrapped her fingers into mine, and pulled me closer.

S: I read your blog sometimes. Nice stories. Cool plot twists.

Me: Thanks.

S: Will you write something about me there?

Me: I don’t know. I don’t like to write about past relationships.

S: You will.

Me: ??

S: You got a new dog, right? Labrador pup?

Me: Yeah! How do you know…

S took out her phone and opened the photo gallery.

S: I met someone on Tinder. Nice guy. But very angry. And very loyal. Would do anything for me.

Me: (looking at her phone) Is that my dog?

S: Your friend took your dog for a walk. My Tinder friend happened to be around.

Me: What the fu… are you crazy? That’s my dog.

S: I know. Wanna see him again? You just have to post a story about me… about us.

(PS: This story is fiction and didn't happen. Fortunately, I don't have such a psycho ex in my life)